
I saw this on pinterest the other day and immediately wanted to scrawl it across every wall in my apartment with black paint. In some ways, I felt like this statement had become my mantra.

But the ironic thing is, I painted this over the weekend while I was feeling great about things and confident that this deployment was going to fly by. I was making plans to visit apartments in Ventura and starting to think about moving up there on my own this December. It was so easy to create this painting then. I felt so strong and able to power through.
But Tuesday and yesterday morning were a completely different story.
This deployment hit me like a ton of bricks and for the first time since Paul left I really felt like "I can't do this." Except, of course, I am doing it. One way or another, this is going to end and I'll get through it.
As I struggled through the past two days, this painting sat on my dresser and served as a quiet reminder. I spent a lot of time wanting to throw it out a window. But I didn't. And I'm glad for that.
And so moving on... here's what I did to make this text art that ended up making a much bigger statement than I intended.

I knew that I wanted something substantial. I had a square piece of plywood left over from another project and I painted over it with two coats of white glossy wall paint (because that was what I had on hand). Then I used letter stickers from Staples to create the text. I didn't do any measuring here - just eyeballed the placement.

Next, I painted over the stickers with white paint to try and create a seal so the black paint wouldn't creep up under the stickers. I am not sure if this helped or not.

After I painted the white I debated what the second color should be. Eventually I settled on black so it would be more neutral and work in whatever room I decide to hang it in down the line. I didn't have any black wall paint on hand, but I did have some acrylic, so after the white paint dried I brushed some of that on top (after testing on another piece to be sure the black would stick over the glossy white). I used a smaller paint brush and was sure to get full coverage over the letters, but purposely left the edges messy.

After the black had time to dry, I carefully peeled up the letter stickers with an exact-o knife. They came up pretty easily...

...but because of the unfinished texture of my wood, there were lots of leaks in the letters from black paint.

I let it sit for an hour or so to be sure everything was completely dry and then went back over the letters that needed touch-up with white paint and a detail brush. It's not quite perfect, but totally works.

As mentioned, this piece is currently leaning against the wall on my dresser with some other good stuff. For now, I like it there though I think my office will be a good place for it someday too. And in case you're curious, the frame on the left is Crate & Barrel, the silver frame & mat is from West Elm and that large black frame is from Michael's a few years ago. My dresser is from Ikea and I repainted it last January.


This is project 13 of 26. <-- halfway done!!
I am attempting to tackle 26 personal craft projects before I turn 27 on 02.22.12. You can follow my progress here on the blog, on pinterest or on flickr.
See project 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10, 11 & 12.