enJOY it by Elise Blaha Cripe

all hallow's eve.

it's the offical name, dudes, look it up.

so HELLO!!!  happy halloween!!

Today I realized that Halloween is not just for kiddies, but for adults too.  However, I miss-planned and did not create a costume.  Tear.  I know.

But.  i did go to Traddies.  Which was Fablous.  Worth the capitalization of the F even.

And now I sit and wait and debate if I will get a call back for potential career opportunities.

Because between you and me?  I certainly hope so.

Cheers!  Eat some candy!!  Celebrate.

10:03pm feels like 11:07pm.

Trying to Study Econ>>>Quiz Tomorrow.

Not going well.

But on the Plus Side: Watched Disc One of Grey's Season Two.

Heard "I hear the bells" by Mike Doughty.  Remembered I LOVE that song.  Downloaded it from iTunes.  Listened to the album.  Bought the whole thing.

Am now listening to it as I try to focus on the Solow Model and determine the real causes of income inequality.  Going Well.  Obviously.

"i am where i am...

...because that is where I am supposed to be." 

So far this year, I have done 69 yoga practices. 

Was instructed today to clear my mind: "Hear your thoughts.  Name them "thinking" and dismiss them with your exhale, knowing that they will be there waiting when you return."

Exhale.

cool to the fabulous.

Hi, Hi.

Believe it or not, the sun did come out tomorrow/today.

In honor, here are some cool/fabulous things.

1. Decor8: Fresh Finds for Cool Places.
2. Pinkberry
3. postsecret.com Have been reading this one for awhile.  Wish I could think of a secret to send in.  But I got nothing...besides what I shared at the 9-0 on Tuesday.  And believe me...That would not make the blog.
4. MoMAstore
5. John Mayer & his blog
6. Dreamweaver: "I'm gonna be a web-designer, and my screen will shine like the sea."
7. ethos water: Starbucks + Changing the World + Hydration in one visually pleasing bottle.

Just keep swimming/flying to NorCal.

this post will be a complete 180 from the previous post.

Which makes sense as I feel about 180 degrees differently than I did then.

No Go On Gap.

Which should not upset me so much because I was prepared for the No Go.  I thought I had already mourned that loss.

But apparently not.  Apparently my eyes have decided they are officially waterfalls.  Really obnoxious ones, not pretty ones like in Yosemite.

She liked my proposal.  The project that i poured myself into for a week.  She did not like my responses to the behavior based questions.  The questions that I provided horrid answers to for 15 minutes.

I CHOKED ON THE QUESTIONS.  BIG TIME.

AND IT COST ME.  BIG TIME.

AND IT HURTS.  BIG TIME.

And I know the sun will come out tomorrow and all that good stuff.  And I know I will find something else and all that good stuff.  And I know it is their loss and all that good stuff. 

But right now I am 180 degrees from accepting any of it.